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iwasaninnocentchild:

rule number 1: You never ever tell someone to kill themselves

rule number 2: You never tell someone that they are fat

rule number 3: You never tell someone that they are thin

rule number 4: You never judge someone and point their flaws

rule number 5: If you don’t have anything nice to say just shut the hell up

(Source: life-can-be-hard-but-stay-strong, via thoseconstellations)



"34 Excuses For Why We Failed At Love

1. I’m lonely so I do lonely things.
2. Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
3. You hate women, just like your father and his father, so it runs in your blood.
4. I was wandering the derelict car park of your heart looking for a ride home.
5. You’re a ghost town I’m too patriotic to leave.
6. I stay because you’re the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
7. I didn’t call him back because he likes his girls voiceless.
8. It’s not that he wants to be a liar; it’s just that he doesn’t know the truth.
9. I couldn’t love you, you were a small war.
10. We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
11. I didn’t want to fail at love like our parents.
12. You made the nomad in me build a house and stay.
13. I’m not a dog.
14. We were trying to prove our blood wrong.
15. I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
16. Yes, I’m insecure, but so was my mother and her mother.
17. No, he loves me he just makes me cry a lot.
18. He knows all of my secrets and still wants to kiss me.
19. You were too cruel to love for a long time.
20. It just didn’t work out.
21. My dad walked out one afternoon and never came back.
22. I can’t sleep because I can still taste him in my mouth.
23. I cut him out at the root, he was my favorite tree, rotting, threatening the foundations of my home.
24. The women in my family die waiting.
25. Because I didn’t want to die waiting for you.
26. I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
27. You’re the song I rewind until I know all the words and I feel sick.
28. He sent me a text that said “I love you so bad.”
29. His heart wasn’t as beautiful as his smile.
30. We emotionally manipulated one another until we thought it was love.
31. Forgive me, I was lonely, so I chose you.
32. I’m a lover without a lover.
33. I’m lovely and lonely.
34. I belong deeply to myself."
  

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Oh..my god.. I’m weeping right now..so hard at #21..

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nic0tine-kisses:

s-a-u-dades:

you know what really fucking sucks?

when everything is going okay, you’re feeling pretty good, and then all of a sudden one night you’re outside smoking, or in your room listening to music, and it hits you.

you’re never gonna get better

This

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"

6/3/13
There’s this boy that I met and I think I like him because every time I see him my stomach twists into knots. Why?

6/14/13 
It’s my birthday and my best present today was seeing him, him him him him

6/15/13
I hope I get to see him again, his face is pretty and his voice is gentle and I hope he doesn’t forget me over the summer

8/24/13
That boy still exists and he is still beautiful and lovely and our skin touched today

8/28/13
It seems like a lot of other people think this boy is beautiful too. How annoying. He was supposed to have been my little secret

10/5/13
I like this boy a lot and I saw him with another girl tonight and it was like being stabbed in the middle of the stomach with a jagged, rusty knife

10/6/13 
What if he falls in love with her? I will not be okay

11/16/13
I kissed the boy I kissed the boy I kissed the boy and he said he liked me

11/20/13
I walked home with him today and we kissed some more and his lips tasted better than the alcohol I’m so used to consuming

11/22/14
He chose me

11/23/13
“When I’m with you, all of my worries go away,” he said. That’s all I could ever want really

12/1/13
He told me he loved me and I held him so tightly that neither of us could breathe

12/7/13
He took me to meet his family today and we went to a garden and I’ve decided that I love him back

12/16/13
We laid down in his bed but every single movement was innocent. I stared at the ceiling and loved the way my head fit perfectly on his shoulder. He loves the same music as I do

12/17/13
We had our first fight today and I cried when I got home and then Mother yelled so I cried some more

12/20/13
He’s getting awfully close to his female friends and I don’t know how I feel about it. I took a brisk walk in the rain to think it through and then I drank when I got home. His Christmas present came in the mail. Should I trash it?

12/22/13
We had another fight and it was bad

12/31/13
I haven’t seen him in a while and I’m nervous for the next time I do, is that bad?

1/1/14
He was my New Year’s kiss. In the middle of the night he told me he missed me while I was gone but then he wouldn’t touch me in the morning

1/4/14
He went to his friend’s house and didn’t tell me. This friend happens to be a girl. I don’t know. I’m probably going to get drunk tonight

1/5/14
He left.

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  7 months of diary entries (via thoseconstellations)

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